Music Rawks!

2008-11-15T11:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm.
Let's see.
I have been worrying and thinking abt my uni.
I have been thinking abt what should i study.
Should i follow my heart?
Or what my parents want me to do.
I was so stressed up abt this and keep thinking and thinking.

I realised that i cant do without music.
Maybe i shouldn't think so much.
And just follow the flow in me.
...

[M]arcus

2008-11-14T15:38:00.002+08:00

Wow!
I have not been blogging ever since sch started.
Have been too busy to blog.
And many things happen.
Like Mr. Tan's last rehearsal, last performance.
Jerold's birthday party.
And my weekends are burnt just like tat.
Haha.
As usual, busy with bands and sch work.
I am not used to doing tutorials at all.
Haha.
And rushing reports and projects.
In actual fact, i have not even started any yet.
DIE!

Sch work is piling up like a mountain.
Tutorials, projects and reports.
I am not getting used to it.
Besides this is only the 2nd week of sch.
But 2 weeks later, there is a report to be handed in.
3 weeks later, another report.
Then is ICA week already.
OMG.
Is like so fast can.

Enough of school work.
Need to blog abt something happy.
And yes.
Finally i got to meet up with my yr 1 classmates!
Tricia, Sandy, Sarah and Elizabeth!
Omg la.
The last gathering was like 1 yr ago can.
It has been so so long since i meet up with them.
Especially that tai tai tricia.
She is like some busy women can.
Haha.
So yesterday was a happy happy day.

This weekend need to chiong sch work le.
Sianz.
Tutorials, research and reports to do.
I am going to buried myself with research this sunday.
Hope i wont be distracted by youtube.

I think tat's it for now ba.
Will upload the pictures some other days.
Or you can log on to facebook and check out the pictures.
Haha.
Bye!

[M]arcus

2008-11-02T20:18:00.002+08:00

Finally Sinfonique! '08 is over!
And it's a great success.
Everyone is so high at the end of the concert.
Haha.
And after concert, we celebrated Jason and Ray's birthday.
Both of them were born on 1 November.
And after that we need to shift everything back to band room again.
It was damn tiring can.
It was like 1230am already when we started to leave the band room.
Oh yeah.
We celebrated Jason's birthday again in band room when it was like 12am.
So cool.
After that we went S11 to have our supper.
And i reached home at like 230am?

I was damn tired can.
And still have to study for theory exam.
Luckily the paper is not very difficult.
So i think i probably can get a distinction ba.
I hope i am able to get it.
After the exam, i went home.
Too tire to go down to OP and AI.
So i stayed at home and finished watching They Kiss Again.
Wah.
Damn nice la.
But the ending a bit sucky.
After watching the show, i got nothing to do.
So slack around.
Also too lazy to go out.
So in the end, i felt asleep on my sofa.
Till my mum came back.
And guess what.
I didnt eat my dinner.
Haha.
And got scolding from my mum.
Haha.

Anyway, today i stayed at home whole day.
Doing nothing.
Haha.
Well, i was kinda of preparing for Uni.
But i couldnt find any course that i am interested in.
So have to start thinking now ba.
Since i need to apply for Uni in a few months time.
Sian lor.

I dont know what to blog already la.
I will upload the pictures another day ba.
So see u.

[M]arcus

~am i...?~

Junior Band Concert Pictures

2008-10-24T08:58:00.015+08:00

Ha!

Finally!

Here are the pictures that all are waiting for!

Enjoy! =)

Bird's Dinner. Look at the rice!

Dinner time!

Everyone's eating happliy. =)

Percussion Section

Trumpet and Trombone Section

Flute, Oboe and Bassoon Section

Strings (Double Bass and Cello) Section

Euphonium and French Horn Section

Saxophone Section

Clarinet Section

Hafiz and Qian Ling

My dinner!

Group Photo (while waiting for our turn to perform)

Yong Tah, Derrick and Me!

Admiralty Sec performing

Guess who?!

In the squad.

3 gloomies taking photo

Mei Qi and Cindy (Percussion Section)

Fayyad (Percussion Section)

OMG! CPBB is here! or rather, CPB. Haha.

AH! CPBB strikes again!

JOHN! Watch ur hand sign! Shaun looks happy!

John, Shaun, Esther and Yee Hui

Esther (Percussion Section)

Qian Ling (French Horn Section)

Smile!

Yi Jun and Chao Yue (Percussion Section)

Say cheese!

YAY!

Fayyad and Grace

Say Cheese again!

Them again

Yue Qing, Hui Jia and Hui Ping

Brass and Percussion unite!

Gary's stupid face

Rasul

Emo-ing huh, Amirul

HA!

Bird shy ah

Winne the Pooh

Nadia a.k.a Destiny's sister

Aiyo. Why got so many pictures of them? Haha.

Gary, are u trying to kill Yazid?

The gifts by Tim, Jolene and Yvvone. Thanks guys!

Stop day-dreaming la! Haha

I miss my secondary school life.

Rasul (Trumpet section, Concert Master)

Dinner at Buddy

Featuring the photo of the day!

Tata!

Cool huh?
With credits to Hafiz

[M]arcus

Junior Band Concert

2008-10-20T15:33:00.002+08:00

Alright!
I want to say this to all my kids.

GREAT JOB EVERYONE!
I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU GUYS!

And so the concert was on Saturday.
And it was my first performance together with the Sec 1s.
And my 2nd time with the Sec 2s.
But nevertheless, they did a great job!
Well done, everyone.
And i must say, i am impressed by them.
The sound is so pure.
And nice.
But of course, there is still room for improvement.
Oh!
I will post the pictures TONIGHT!
I PROMISE!
I cant seem to upload the pictures yesterday night.
Got problem uploading it.
So, tonight i will do it.

After this concert, the next big concert is Sinfonique!
It's like next friday can?
And i dont think everyone is ready.
Like dont have the panic/excitement mode on yet.
Dont know why.
And horn sectionals is going to on Sat, 630pm.
DAMN!
How am i going for AI like this?
I also dont know whether can change or not.
But even so, it's only me.
Die la.
Also dont know how.

IPP is coming to an end.
Which is like FINALLY.
I am like dragging myself to work everyday can.
But this is the 'last week' already.
And next week everyday got band can.
This week too!
OMG!
But i like it.
Haha.
Cos i am addicted to playing my horn.
Once i start, i cant seem to stop.
I am now wondering whether should i get a horn tutor.
Cos i want to take practical grade 8.
Dont know leh.
See how ba.

I think i will stop here for now.
Will update again.
Bye!

[M]arcus

P.S. I will really post the pictures by today!

Friday!

2008-10-03T15:37:00.002+08:00

I am like so waiting for today to come man.
Finally it's the end of this week already.
And it mark the end of the 6th week of my IPP.
Isnt that great?
4 more weeks left.
And i will be a happy and free boy again.
Haha.
And somemore the last week definitely will pass quickly.
Cos monday is a public holiday.
And i only need to work for 3 days.
Cos friday is Sinfonique!.
So definitely will have excuse letter.
Then maybe thursday or another day will have to shift everything to audit.
So another day off!
Like so happy la.
Haha.
So in short, i will have another 3 weeks and 2 days left for my IPP.
Haha!

However, i hope i have at least one week of break before sch starts.
It's going to so hectic la.
After concert on friday, left sat and sun to rest only.
And saturday is like my Grade 5 Theory exam la.
Damn.
All clashing together.
Going to be so tire.
I hope i can get my distinction.
*really wishing very hard*

January 2009 is going to be a exciting month.
Like i have said in my previous post.
I have 3 concerts to attend.
And all 3 is going to be exicitng.
Cos NYPSO is definitely playing WMC pieces.
Then alumni repetiore is like different from the past.
AI is playing new exciting pieces too.
Ha!
People must come support me hor.
Haha.
Likewise, i will go support u if u have concert.
It has been like CENTURIES since i went for a concert.
So, let me know if you have any upcoming concerts.

I think tat's it for now.
Update again soon.
Bye!

[M]arcus

2008-10-02T17:04:00.003+08:00

How come public holiday passed so fast?!

It was like taking forever to wait for the public holidays to come.
Yet they passed on so fast.
Without realizing it, I spent half of my day (yesterday) sleeping.
Woke up at 12:30 pm and ate lunch.
After which, i went down to the VCD renting shop and rent some show.
And the day passed even faster with me watching vcds.
Soon it was dinner time.
OMG.
How can time pass so fast?
And then i continue to watch.
And it was 10pm already.
!

Yet today the time passed SO SLOWLY.
Like a tortise crawling lor.
I am like falling asleep.
But yet have to finish my work first.
But i just cant seem to figure out how to do my work.
Damn!

Later go home still got alot of things to do lor.
Like settling alumni outstanding matters.
Also, my QM stuff.
And lastly, to register online for the NS medical checkup.

I cant wait for tmr to come.
Cos it's a FRIDAY!
Yeah!
Then saturday will be packed with bands.
And theory lesson on sunday.
Woo!
Though it seems like i am not getting enough rest.
Haha.
But it beats sitting in the office and staring at the com from 8:30am to 6pm.
Isnt?

October is going to be a busy month.
With attachment and concerts.
I have not started on my report yet.
Will have to start on this sunday already.
If not later it gets pile up and i am dead shit.
Other than report reporting, i also have concerts.
OP Junior Winds' concert is on the 18th Oct.
And i have not practice my conducting yet!
Shit!
Also, NYPSO concert, Sinfonique!, is on the last day of the month.
I am like so busy this month la can.
Talking abt concerts, i will have 3 concerts in Jan 2009.
OP'us Alumni Winds, NYPSO and AI.
Shit.
All before chinese new year.
Am i able to take it?
See how ba.

I think i will stop here ba.
Better get back to work le.
Bye!

[M]arcus

busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy busy

2008-09-29T09:17:00.002+08:00

Alright.
Wanted to blog yesterday.
But then was too lazy.
Haha.
So decided to blog now.

I am now in office.
But then the excel is like making me falling asleep.
So i decided to side track a bit.
Haha.
People who knows me well enough will my 'pattern'.
Haha.
So tired.
So what's up with my weekend?
Friday's alumni was cancel.
So i went home to continue watching my show.
Saturday was NYP alumni.
Only got one word to say.
Boring.
To me that is.
After that, did some QM stuff and then went off for dinner.
Alvin, allan, jerold, esther, jason, tim and guan qi.
Went to bugis to have chicken rice.
And then Tuay Hua after that.
Wah lao.
Was damn full can.
Haha.
After that, we went to play arcade.
So long never went to arcade already.
But still suck at it.
Haha.
Cos too long never play already.
After that was home sweet home.
And nothing interesting happen on sunday.
So it was a boring day.

I guess that's it for now.
Will try to update oftenly.
Bye!

[M]arcus

~i think i am deprived of love! haha~

Pissed!

2008-09-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

I dont know why.
But the more i think abt it,
the more pissed i got!

Dont know whether is it a prank by god.
It can actually be on the same day but different person.
Can someone just give me a tight slap to wake me up?
ARGH!

[M]arcus

~should i even think abt it?~

Dilemma

2008-09-18T11:29:00.008+08:00

Should i get this:

Or this?

[M]arcus

2008-09-18T11:29:00.007+08:00

Alright!

Yesterday had dinner with NYP band mates.

And it's fun!

Let's do it again.

Haha.

ant wait for the picnic sarah is organizing.

Look out for the photos!

Manhatten's Menu

Esther and Jason (sorry for the blurness)

A masterpiece of "ghost" shot. Haha.

Candid shot

Candid shot 2

Jason's Sexy Leg.

The reason for me taking this photo is that Jason is the only one wearing slippers!

Jason's alien hand

Seafood platter for 2

Jing si and Zhao Zhi decided to go for the Bungy ride! OMG!

Esther, Jing Si and Sarah

Beautify Night Scene

Me and Jing Si. Sarah tried to fit herself in. Haha.

Jolene, Sarah, Me and Jing Si (Half). Haha

With credits to sarah.

Haha!

Allan and Sarah. With Esther.

Jason looks pathetic in this pic. Haha.

Going home time..

That's all folks!

I am having a dilemma now.

Should i buy ITouch or Ipod Nano?

Ipod Nano have the colour i want.

But ITouch have more features.

I dont know!

Someone pls help me!

[M]arcus

~so is itouch or ipod nano?!~

Weekends

2008-09-15T10:49:00.003+08:00

Currently in office.
But a bit sian.
So come here and blog.
Haha.

Had a great weekend man.
Though it was tiring.
Mr. Tan finally came for alumni rehearsal.
Haha.
And sight read this piece call No Shadow of Turning.
It's a nice piece.
Rehearsal was fine.
Just that there weren't many pple around.
Anyway, had a comm meeting after band.
And reached home at around 12 plus lor.
So tire can.
Then saturday got to wake up at 8am.
Cos there is Brass Sectional (NYP) with Mr. Tan.
He went through Cavetown.
OMG!
It's damn tiring la.
Haha.
So chiong all the way.
Then "died" half way.
Haha.
Supposed to meet CK and the rest at 3pm.
But something came up last min.
So only met them at 8 plus.
Long time never see Yen Ling le!
And she is still the same.
Haha.
I miss the days where we are all still sec 4.
!
Haha.
Emo again.
Lol.
Sunday had theory lesson with Mr. Tan.
Together with Peck Joon.
Lesson was not bad.
Learnt quite a few things and solved some of my questions.
Have to study hard.
Aiming for a Distinction for the exam.
Hope i cam make it.
But i suck at composing.
Stupid lor.
Hope i dont fail cos of that section.

I think i will end here.
Need to go do my work le.
Later caught by boss then die le.
See ya soon.

P.S. I MISS VIENNA AND AUSTRALIA!!

[M]arcus

Updates!

2008-09-11T08:45:00.002+08:00

Wow!
I have not blog for like how many weeks already?
I guess pple are thinking that my blog is dead.
Haha.

Decided to blog since i have nothing to do now.
Except to wait for mid-morning when i have callings to do.
Feeling very tired now.
Still having slight headache.
Yes.
I am sick since yesterday.
Damn suai la.
Fall sick on my birthday.
Haha.
But i still went for band.
Though i am like damn late.
Haha.
And the band actually prepare a cake for me.
Haha.
I kind of expected it la.
Haha.
But i appreciate it nevertheless.
=)

Went for supper with them after band.
And cab-ed home since it was so late.
Though i had ample rest in the morning,
but still feel very tire.
Hope i will get well soon!
Haha.

I think i will stop here ba.
Need to go do my work already.
See u guys soon!

[M]arcus

~i am touched! thanks!~

Emo

2008-08-31T21:14:00.003+08:00

I totally hate sundays.
All i get is stupid faces and attitude.
I know i shouldnt say this.
But i hate all of them.
Sometimes i wish i dont exist at all.
So i dont need to suffer all this nonsense.

Friday had farewell dinner with Alestine with Jolie, Josephine and Joanne.
Totally had fun with them.
Totally laugh my heads off.
Haha.
I will upload the pictures another day.
My internet speed is too slow.

I dont feel like continuing to post.
Totally have no mood at all.
With the stupid attitude given.
IT SUCKS!

[M]arcus

2008-08-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is the first day of IPP.
Was too tired to blog.
So decided to come blog about it today.

First day of IPP
I was DAMN early can.
I reached the place at 8am.
When i am suppose to report at 8:30am.
Haha.
Then i loither around till 8:15am then decided to go in.
And guess what.
The first person i met was the HR director!
Omg can.
Haha.
Then he treat me to milo.
It's free by the way.
Haha.
Staff Welfare.
LOL
After that Ms Jacquline Tang came meet me and brief me.
And of course show me around.
She is a nice person.
And my colleagues are all very humourous.
Haha.
Nowadays u will often hear pple mixing eng and chinese.
But there is eng+chi+hokkien!
Haha.
So funny la.
After they speak in hokkien then say correct or not in eng.
Haha.
Back to the topic.
After the briefing, she told me that i am to help the finance pple.
Cos they are doing reorganisation of space.
So they need to move to the other side of the office.
Then need to help them to do archiving.
I think it's kind of fun.
Haha.
But then the cardboard keep cutting me.
Till i got so many cuts on my finger.
So i help to archive their old old finance reports.
Then help to prepare the form for the archived box.
So the whole day was basically doing archiving and helping them to pack a bit.

After work went to have dinner with tim.
Met him at Bishan and had Swensens for dinner.
After that we went to rot around.
Cos both of us dont want to go home so early.
Haha.

Second day of IPP
Today was also doing archiving.
And i am like damn fast in checking the files and packing them.
So the time pass like quite slowly.
There are times when i feel like sleeping.
Cos i do my work too fast already.
Till i have to disturb them to give me work to do.
Haha.
So i finished another section of the archiving today.
Tmr will have to label the boxes.
I guess that's pretty much to it.

Wow.
Today's a long post.
Shall stop here i guess.
See ya soon.

[M]arcus

2008-08-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

Time to update my blog!

Have been away due to exams.
Which i think i can barely survive it.
Haha.
I think i did quite badly for Quality Management.
The rest i think still ok.
Enough of exams!
They are over.
Yeah!

Had fun the last few days.
Went shopping with the humanlink gang and tim on Thursday.
On friday is work then dinner at pizza hut (Causeway Point).
Saturday is another day of work and is off to slack at Starhub.
Today went to celebrate Nana's birthday and also farewell to Clara.
Then i went to Raffles area to find my attachment place.
Meet my mum at Funan after that.
Got a new laptop for her.
And a new camera for myself.
Cool!

IPP is starting tmr.
But still dont know where is the exact location.
Haha.
Tmr go early and find the place ba.
Lol.
Hope the environment is good.
People is good.
Everything is good.
Haha.

I think tat's it for today.
Going to sleep le.
Bye.

[M]arcus

Exams

2008-08-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

OMG.
Exams are coming.
Someone please turn on my panick button.
This friday is my first paper.
Human Behaviour.
But i have not really study yet.
And after looking at the notes for Quality Management, i almost died.
I dont know how to study for it.
SO MANY THINGS TO REMEMBER.
Not to mention Workplace Health Programme management.
I AM SO DEAD MEAT!

Good news!
I am finally going to take ABRSM Music Theory Grade 5.
After years of planning and talking about it.
Going to register for it tomorrow.
Exam is on 1st November.
Hope i can get a distinction for it.
After theory grade 5, my next target is ABRSM Practical Grade 8 (French Horn).

Past few days have been studying.
But i think i have not memorize any points yet.
Haha.
Tmr going to start on HB already.

And,

I SERIOUSLY WANT TO GO TO JAPAN.

That's kind of random.
But yeah.
I want to go Japan.
One day.

I think tat's it for now.
Better go study.
Bye!

[M]arcus

~am i still...~

National Day

2008-08-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday, Singapore.

Today is so boring.
Stayed at home whole day.
And slack.
Haha.
Finished watching Hana Kimi finially.
Very sad,
Yet funny and touching.
Then went on watching Soul Eater.
It's a nice anime.
So the day pass on just like tat.
With me watching shows and tv.
Doing nothing else.

Went to watch Jorney to the center of the earth on thursday.
With Jerold, Esther, Tim, Charlene, Hong Ghee, Allan and Jason.
Before that, i went shopping with tim.
We stopped at PS to eat first.
We went Ajisen.
Long time never eat the Crayfish Ramen already.
Haha.
After that, we went to check the timing for the movie.
And then to Bugis.
Went to look for presents for Melissa.
But couldnt find anything nice.
So finally, settle on making a photo album for her.
Tim helped me in selecting the handicraft i need.
Haha.
Can see he is very experience in it.
After that, we walk back to orchard.
Cos i want to buy a crumpler bag.
But then they dont have the bag and size i want.
So i decided to buy a backpack.
Since i have been wanting it for quite a long time.
So we went to Far East.
And i finally found one bag at Zinc.
But it turns out to be the same with Peck Joon.
Just different brand.
Haha.
The day ended with a tuay hua feast near the peace center.
Haha.

Friday went to OP to teach.
The Junior Winds concert are approaching.
And there are so many things to be done.
I wonder if i am a good teacher.
And the things i teach is correct or not.
Hmm..
After that is back to NYP.
Cos of the SSO concert.
Have to go prepare the booth and things.
Can say it went on smoothly.
But was pissed off with someone.
Does not preach what is said.
After that went for dinner at pastamania.
Had carbonara.
After that is home sweet home.

Need to start studying tmr already.
HB paper is this friday.
Can someone trigger my panick alarm?
Damn.
I need motivations!!!

[M]arcus

~i hope he treats you well~

SSO

2008-08-04T22:14:00.003+08:00

Time for an update.
Just return home from SSO briefing.
Haha.
I am not in the orchestra.
But they are performing in NYP this friday.
And they have the intrument booth thingy.
It's for audiences who dont know abt the instruments to have a closer look.
We will be demostrating how to play the instrument.
And then let the audience to try.
Cool huh.
So anybody interested, can come this friday.
NYP Auditorium.
5pm.
Free Admissions.

I got gastric flu on saturday.
I vomtied and diarhoea.
I dont like the feeling.
Wonder how bro and france tolerate.
Haha.
I dont want to get sick again.
Never ever again.
=)

Finally, no more projects to chiong.
But then, exams coming soon.
Have to study till my white hair come out.
Haha.
And IPP is starting soon.
I wonder which company i will get.
Hope it's a good company.
Haha.
Who dont hope right?
Haha.

I want my chalet!
And Kbox.
Alvin, u better tell me when is the chalet and kbox soon hor.
If not, i box u ah.
Haha.

I shall stop crapping.
Need to get some QM stuff settle.
So, see ya.

[M]arcus

2008-07-29T00:16:00.004+08:00

Yeah!
Band today was fun.
Though i almost died.
Lol.

After band, went to eat with Tim.
Though not very hungry, i still eat alot.
Haha.
I think i am getting fatter.
Damn.
I ought to exercise more man.
I going to have a tough time in NS if i dont start now.
Maybe can ask CK to be my personal trainer.
Haha.
And now got some more food to eat.
Lol.
I am damn full now la.
Stomach blowing up.
=x

Tmr is my last presentation and then there is
NO MORE PROJECTS LE!
Haha.
But after 1 week, its
EXAMS LE.
Damn.
Sianz.

I dont know wat to blog about le.
Need to do my script for tmr.
So see u guys again.

[M]arcus

Projects..

2008-07-28T11:28:00.002+08:00

Finally.
Projects are coming to an end.
I have one week to rest before exams commence.
Hai~

Suppose to do the conclusion part for my report.
可是我就是没有灵感.
Haha.
Dont care la.
Later then see how.
Lol.

I dont know wat to blog about already.
Think i will just end here ba.

P.S. Tim, pls smile and dont think too much okie?

[M]arcus

SIBF Results

2008-07-25T17:08:00.002+08:00

ORCHID PARK WIND ORCHESTRA
80.57% = SLIVER!

Well done guys.
I am so proud of u guys.
=)

Currently, i am waiting for alumni to start.
So decieded to come and blog.
Since France and tim asked me to update.
I am so tired and hungry.
Haha.
Recently have been drain by projects.
And i have not been having enough sleep.
I think tat's why i am begining to feel a bit sick.
Coughing since morning till now.

Peck Joon and Candy is teaching their junior.
I miss the time when i teach my junior also.
Haha.
Had fun with the sectionals in my secondary school days.
A group of us will just get together and play together.
And irritate the teachers.
Haha.
I dont know what else to blog about.
Oh yeah!
I will update the photos again next post ba.
Too lazy to upload now.
Haha.
Cos i am tire already.
So i will update again.
Bye!

[M]arcus

New Blog

2008-07-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

Finally found a nice blogskin.
So changed it yesterday.

Anyway, yesterday band resume.
But i think the Vienna band is nicer and better.
So we went through several pieces.
Sliver Screen, West side story and Danse Diabolique.
And band end early yesterday.
So the gang decided to go eat supper at MOS.
Not the MOS where malay go for prayer.
But the MOS where sells burger, fries and ice milk tea.
Lol.
After that, we went our separate ways.
And i did a little gossipping with sarah.
Haha.

Currently i am at D.514, waiting for my HB tutorial to start.
So sian can.
Later after school need to do Entrepreneur.
Fiancial Report.
Sian dao...
No words to say.
Haha.
And today is Rae's Birthday.
So,
Happy Birthday Rae!

I shall upload the Vienna pictures on the next post.
Haha.
Too lazy to upload le.
So many pictures.

Only 2 more projects left for this week.
Entre and HRD.
Then next mon left HB.
And it's project free!
But exams coming.
Sian!!
Lol.
Got to go le.
Teacher come le.
Will upload the pictures soon.

[M]arcus

~i am thinking about it again, sub-consciously~

Mentally Dead

2008-07-21T01:41:00.003+08:00

This morning i woke up intending to finish my reports.
While doing half way, i realize my executive summary was wrong.
So i went to edit it.
It took me around 1 hour to finish it as i was still sleeping.
Haha.
So after that i took a break.
And move on to WHP.
But suddenly i am having mental block.
Couldnt think of anything to crap.
Though i manage to crap something, it was not enough.
The projects are killing my brain cells la.
After all the stressful thinkings, i met up with Tim to have dinner.
We went to Yishun to have Laksa.
Finally!
After dont know how many weeks of craving.
After that, i had durian ice kachang.
Shiok sia!
After which, we went to take a walk.
At 8pm, i was suppose to meet jolie at yishun mac to do entre.
But there isnt any plug.
So we went to causeway point.
But there are no seats.
So finally, we settled down at Starbucks.
I feel very bad lor.
Make tim accompany me do project.
Then he did nothing there.
And i did not entertain him either.
So bad of me.
Shall repay him some day.
*hehe*

Then i was back home trying to do do the script for whp.
But i am having mental block.
So here i am, blogging.
Lol.
Still cannot think properly.
Sianz!
I think i better hurry and go do my script ba.
Will update again.
Thanks Tim once again for accompanying me.

[M]arcus

2008-07-15T11:24:00.001+08:00

ARGH!

QUALITY MANAGEMENT ICA 2 PRESENTATION NOW!

NERVOUS!!

My first presentation this year.
NO!!!

2008-06-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

I am feeling very lost now.
Wat's with the adults nowadays?
Dont they have brains to think?
ARGh!

Going to fly off to Vienna soon.
Cant wait for it.
Cos it will be another get away from school work.
But i am a bit worried about OP.
For their NBC.
I wont be able to go down if i am in Vienna.
Hope they will work hard.

Sometimed i wonder.
Am i wasting my time in NYP?
And sometimes i really feel like quitting school.
I mean, i am not going to a HR manager next time.
That's not what i want.
I thought i can handle sch work and OP at the same time.
But apperently, i overestimate myself.
Sometimes i really cant handle the stress.
The stress from sch and OP.
...

I really hope this Vienna trip can help me to calm down.
And relive my stress.
So i am able to cope when i come back.
I guess i will stop here.

[M]arcus

2008-06-24T10:17:00.002+08:00

So tire.
Ever since i have return from Australia, never had proper rest.
After australia trip was band camp.
It was rehearsal, reheasal and more rehearsal.
Everyday like keep seeing OPWO pple.
All the way till OP.2008.

OP.2008 was a success.
Give urself a clap.
Mr. Tan is touched by the sec 4s special item.
I really dont know wat to say.
It's complicated.

Anyway, next few weeks i am so dead.
This Wednesday: Entre ICA2 Submission and OPWO rehearsal
Friday: OPJW rehearsal, OPWO woodwind sectional and NYPSO Rehearsal
Saturday: NYPSO rehearsal in the morning
Next Wednesday: Entre ICA3a presentation, TEP award, NAPFA,
OPWO rehearsal, NYPSO Rehearsal
Next Thursday: First batch of pple flying to Vienna
Next Friday: Flight to Vienna.

OMG!
My schdule is so pack la.
No time to go shopping le.
Sianz!
Hai.
I think i will end here now.
Will update OP.2008 pictures again.

[M]arcus

2008-06-13T10:36:00.021+08:00

Alright!
I am back from australia!
It was fun and educational!
I am already missing australia!
Haha.
I will just let the pictures do the talking.
Enjoy! =)

4th night, during dinner time

The cake there is dman nice la!

They even have cakes for babies! So cool

This is where we had our dinner, at a Indian Restaurant

Nicole Nonis Maria

Nicole, Izyan and Me

Elizabeth and Amirul

Rasul and Xiang Jun

It looks like a professional photogragh isnt is? haha

Okie! We look stupid in tat you-know-who pose.

6th Day, at Dreamworld

Amirul, me, Rasul and Nadirah

Amirul, Elizabeth, Rasul, Nicole, Izyan, me, Kent and Michael

Kangaroos!

Someone feeding them

More Kangaroos

Rasul feeding them

Me and Peck joon. we are like cancer patients wearing that. haha

With Xiang Jun

Tat's Melissa is it?, with a male Kola

Fayyad preparing meals for ducks

Do u like mealworms? Not me!

CPBB!

Pose #2

Haha. We kind of look stupid in tat.

Michael, Me, Fayyad, Rasul, Xiang Jun, Nicole and Izyan

7th day, at Pacific Ocean

Michael looks like a small kid la.

He and nicole is having fun. Haha

Rasul and me you-know-who pose.

Rosemary, Hui Jia and Eugene

The scenary

Oh. Look at Mr tan. Haha

Me and Xiang Jun

The beautiful scenary

Bird Bird and Izyan

We had our dinner at Hard Rock Cafe! So cool

The 2 couples

Nicole, Izyan and Me

Jason got a Coke competition. Haha

Last day

Jamie, Rasul, Xiang Jun and Me

Jamie, Michael and me

Group Photo! OPWO rox!

Me and Boon

Me and Charlotte with xiang jun and nicole being extras at the back. haha

Room 114 girls

Me and boon again. Haha

Me, Douglas and Ben

Rasul, Me and Michael

Group Photo

Nicole and Rasul competing

Xiang Jun with rasul at the back. BTW, it is not intentionally.

Me, Xiang Jun and Izyan

I dont know what i am doing man. Haha

We are trying to follow boon. But then it failed. Haha

Pple who stayed in Room 114

Me, Peck Joon and Izyan

Xiang Jun and Peck Joon

Rasul is pointing at Michael's tits! Haha

Rasul is now pointing to his Ass while peck joon is pointing at his PP

OMG. Peck Joon's Hair!

Haha. We are all doing u-know-what pose

The scenary

Monkey faces! haha

Bird and Xiang Jun with me and izyan at the back(extras)

The girls

Cookie Monster and Elmo

Group Photo

What's up with michael face? haha

New Pose! haha

Amirul, Rasul and Fayyad

With Michael. Haha

Tat is all the photos i have. The rest is with yongtah.

So tat's it folks.

Will update soon.

[M]arcus

2008-06-03T13:57:00.003+08:00

This is the 200th post!
Haha.
Now in class waiting for HB lesson to start.
Everyone is studying Entrepreneurship.
Only i am slacking here.
Haha.

So many test to study!
QM, Entrepreneurchip and Calculus.
And still got HRD report to do!
Damn.

Now having lecture.
But i am not listening to the lecture.
I am doing my HRD ICA 1 instead.
Well, i guess no one is listening to her anyway.
Dinosaur is giving a lecture!
Haha.

I guess the term break is going to be project chionging week man.
Might as well dont give the break.
Cant even rest.
Everyday must chiong report and projects.
And i got only one week.
As i will be in Brisbane for the 1st week.
ARGH!

I guess i will stop here.
Need to do my hrd!
Chiong ar!

[M]arcus

stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed

2008-06-01T10:42:00.002+08:00

Just woke up and decided to finish up my assignment.
But ended up blogging here.
But i also dont know wath to blog about.
Haha.

Yesterday the band undergo spring cleaning.
Both Band room and CDS.
Found alot of missing scores and method books.
Luckliy we spring clean the band room and CDS.
If not, i think 5 years later then these items will be found.
Haha.
When we were waiting in the CDS, we played games with Nisa.
Esp. the hangman part.
It was so funny.
U should be there to experience it urselves.
It cant be described in words.
Haha.
Enjoyed hanging out with them.
=)

Did not go for AI.
Cos too tired and need to rush projects.
So tired.
I have been rushing reports for like 4 weeks already.
Keep chionging lor.
Sianz.

Cant wait for the trip to come.
At least i am able to get away for a while.
Damn stress.
So many things to do.
Yet so little time.
FREAK!
I think i better freak out now.
Also dont know which to start with.
Die la.
ARGH!!

I think tat's all for now.
Need to go do my reports.
If not later still going out.
NO TIME!

[M]arcus

chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong chiong AR

2008-05-31T13:53:00.002+08:00

Argh!
So many things to do.
Dont know where to start from.
The trip is getting nearer.
But it seems like no one is getting worried.
It seems like it's going to a fun trip for them.
!!

Next few weeks is going to be very stress.
There is projects, NYPSO, alumni...
It goes on and on and on.
No time to be at home to rest.
I hope after next few weeks, things will fall in place.
Things are like hanging in the air now.
ARGH!

Dont know what to blog now also.
So sianz.
Sometimes i am thinking wat for i work so hard.
Just feel like not doing anything.
Not going to school.
Maybe it is a wrong choice going to NYP.
Maybe i should have fought for my rights to go NAFA.
Then there wont be so much painful events.

[M]arcus

2008-05-28T10:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND!

It was his birthday yesterday.
Haha.
Went to have dinner with Miki yesterday.
It's like a mini farewell dinner.
Went to Pizza Hut.
Had a great meal.
And great session with them.
Haha.
Laughing my head off.
Haha.

Today is back to reality.
Entrpreneurship tutorial was like shit.
I wish i can drop this module.
So shitty lor.
Sianz!

Next week got like 4 ICAs?
Wah lao!
It's like want my life like tat lor.
Haha.
After QM ICA1, i will be happily flying over to Brisbane.
ALL BY MYSELF!
Nice.
Haha.

Now i am alone in the lecture hall waitng for Josephine and Jolie.
They are busily doing their OIPP stuff.
FYI, OIPP = Overseas Industrial Placement Programme.
Soon, i will have my IPP.
Sianz.
So many frenz going overseas.
Saddened!
Sianz.

Going to eat lunch now.
So will update again.
CHIONG AH!

[M]arcus

p.s. JOLIE IS CRAZY!!!!

2008-05-27T08:48:00.002+08:00

Argh!
No motivation to study!
Damn it.
EIR ICA later.
But still have not finish studying.
Damn tired now.
How i wish i can sleep now.
Haha.
But cant.
Must study for the ICA later.
Sianz.

I realised that one by one my frens are going away.
Either for attachment or exchange programme.
First is SarahJane, Guan Qi, Alexestine, Rae and Thiam Wei.
Then now is Miki.
Next will be Jolie, Josephine, Rae and Jolie.
Wah Lao.
Damn sad can.
No more frens in class le.
Left Ivy, Xiu Hui and Jason only.
Damn sian can.
So sad.
emo!

Miki is like leaving this friday la.
Was thinking whether want to go send her off or not.
Will be damn sad la.
No one accompany me to jisiao alvin.
Sianz.
No more singing of the Miki song.
No more nice flute tone.
No more of the Miki never wear pants.
No more jisiaoing of Miki.
AH!
SADDENED!

[M]arcus

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

2008-05-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

Yr 3 is definitely STRESSED!
Tat's all i can say abt it.
I still prefer yr 2.
Tat's the best time man.
Now have to rush reports and projects on almost every night.
And my weekend is burn out due to reports and project.

Next week is the australia trip already.
So fast.
However, i am going to fly over alone.
Due to sch test and presentation.
Damn excited.
First time flying alone overseas.
And it's out of Asia somemore.
And guess wat.
2 weeks later, i am going to veinna!
Whohoo.
This is so cool la.
This yr is definietly a friutful yr.
Despite of the stressful yr 3.
Hehe.

But before that is projects, projects and more projects.
So have to work hard.
And manage my time well.
Not enough time!!

So muchh things have happen.
Yet we all are just going foward.
No one is stopping or slowing down to address the problem.
No one is giving a hand out to those who have lost track.
No one is listening to anyone.
No one is looking at what happened.
No one is helping each other.
Haiz.
Why things have to develop to such extent.
There is a need to communicate to one another.
Though u might not think tat it is important.
But it is indeed very important.
And u are not the only facing the problems alone.
We are here to face the problems with u.
Why cant u help us too?
We are team members.
Not soloist.
We hope u will understand us as how we understand u.
So, remember that we are here for u.
U are NOT AlONE.

That's all for now.
Need to study EIR.
Tmr got ICA.
Jia You Marcus!

[M]arcus

2008-04-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

Alright.
I better update my blog.If not, it's going to rot man.
So, Welcome Tea'08 is over.
But i wasnt there the whole day cos of some matters.
Anyway, had fun playing the games with the yr 1.
Hope all of them will stay and eventually go to Vienna with us.
=)

Finally!
Sch is starting tmr.
Cant wait to have lessons again.
U must thinking tat i am so strange.
Pple cant wait for holidays yet i cant wait for sch to start.
Well, i think it's cos i can get to see my frens again.
Haha.
Well, my lesson starts at 2 tmr.
Till 6.
And it's 2 tutorial classes.
So it's kind of cool.
And i have friday off.
Meaning, no lesson!
Isnt it cool??
Haha.

JingSi going to play Trumpet for the trip.
=(
Wat should we do?
Hmm..

I think i am the biggest fool on earth.
I dont know wat to say.

In the first place, u are the one blowing this matter up.
I am really sick and tire of all of this.
If u think i am in the wrong or u are always right, then it shall be this way.
I am really sick and tire of this already.

[M]arcus

~how come i still feel so hurt?~

2008-03-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

Noon Eui Yeo Wang

Aka
Snow Queen

Summary

A boxer who was previously a genius, and a rich girl who has a serious illness. Despite appearing not to have any connection, they are similar. Nothing can melt their heart of ice. What is the sunlight that can melt their frozen heart? If the answer is love, is it too cliche?

Tae Woong`s love melted the heart of the ice princess, Bo Ra. Although this winter will be very cold and scary, winter is not the end of the seasons, but the beginning of the hope for a greater love.

This drama is adapted from Hans Christian Andersen's The Snow Queen and also pays tribute to Korea's lengendary boxer, Kim Deuk Gu.

I just finished watching the show.
It's a nice show.
Though 15/16 episodes are sadding.
But still it's a nice show to watch.
MUST WATCH!

[M]arcus

~should i wait?~

2008-03-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LEE JIN ZHAO!

Haha.
Damn tired today.
Went to OP and followed them to Serangoon Stadium.
Was under the sun the whole afternoon.
And got sunburn.
And sweaty.

After that, went to bedok and have dinner first before going for AI.
I was damn tired and sleepy la.
So i didnt play properly today.
But still manage to survive.
Haha.

It's going to be a short post cos i am too tired to blog anymore.
That's all folks.

[M]arcus

~wat should i do?~

2008-03-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

Have not been updating my blog for 1 week le.
So here is a short summary.

Monday
As usual, went to school in the morning at 8.00am for attachment.
Did the usual things for attachment.
Went for band at night.
Investiture '08 was held on tat night.
I got 2 certificates and 1 "trophy"
Haha.
And tat night was the last night seeing sarah around.
Cos she is going to germany.
So sad.

Tuesday
As usual, attachment till 5.30.
Supposed to go home after tat.
But then called Ms chang out for dinner.
Peck Joon, Hafiz and Yong Tah went with us too.
Had pizza for dinner.
Then went home.

Wednesday
After attachment, went to teach the sec 1 at OP.
After tat went for band pract.
But something cropped up.
So had to leave early.
Couldnt go send Sarah and GQ off.
Sad.

Thursday
Thought of meeting Ms chang to eat dinner.
But she got something on.
So went to look for Peck Joon and Boon.
Ate mac for dinner.
Then went to deliver the cupcakes yvonne order.
Oh ya.
Bought 2 clothes at Giordano for personal selling.
Damn cheap.
2 cotton knit for $30.
Usual price for 1 piece is $49.
I saved $49!
Haha.

Friday
Went to Mr Tan house for conducting lesson.
After that, called xiang jun, sebast, boon and PJ to come my house watch movie.
Boon cannot make it.
So left the 4 of us.
Went to woodlands mart to rent the disc.
Got 2 horror and 1 comedy show.
Ghost of Mae Nak, 13 Game of Death and Night at the Museum.
We only manage to watched 2 shows.
Then they left.
I waited for my mum to return from Korea after tat.

Saturday
Went down to OP.
Was late.
Reached at around 9am.
Teached the sec 1s theory.
Then the formation pple went to fall in.
Leaving the reserved group at CDS with me.
I teached them rhythm.
They are all so funny.
Haha.
Enjoyed my time teaching them.
Then it was lunch time.
After lunch, some unhappy thing happened.
Then went to help pj with his conducting.
And it suddenly pour cats and dogs.
So unexpected.
While the rest are doing marching, Yue Ting and Wei Quan are practising.
They are chosen to replace certain pple.
And they manage to memorise the first piece just that few hours.
They deserved to be praise.
*claps!*
Didint go for AI as there are some bazaar things to settle.
Had dinner at Buddy Hoagies. (again)
After dinner, ms chang and i went to count the money.
i made a mistake in the morning and like sacred the kids.
Haha.
*oops*
After that was gossiping section.
Haha.
We like talk from 7plus to closing?
We are very pro in tat.
Haha.

Today
Nothing much.
Went to SP to pass JZ the fondue machine.
Then went home and sleep till dinner time.
Then slack all the way.
Till now.
Blogging here.
Haha.
So sian lor.
I think tat's it for now.
Will update again.
Going to watch Snow Queen now.

[M]arcus

~should i continue to suffer?~

2008-03-17T11:44:00.003+08:00

Longest Time Record for staying awake.
38Hours of not sleeping.
Wow.
Haha.

OP'us Karneval is successful.
Congratuations to all OPWO members!
And of course, Alumni.
At least there is profit being made.
Though it is little.
But alot of lesson is learnt throughout this bazaar.
Firstly, all plannings must be done really really early.
All designs or layout plan or budget planning must also be planned early.
Logistics side must be planned too.
So in overall, all plannings must be done REAL early.

I totally love the time spent in the bazaar.
Though it is tiring, but it's all worth it.
I think i wont be able to forget the time i spent in OPWO.
Those beautiful memories.
I will never never forget them.
It will be with me till i leave this world.
I will bring it in to my coffin with me.
I hope to stay in that memory forever.
*slapped!*
Okie.
It's just my wishful thinking.
I need some of these imagination to keep me going.
Back to reality!

I totally have something against that INDIAN WOMAN!!
Damn!
Sorry to my Indian frens.

I want band camp to come faster.
I have always liked OPWO's band camp.
Whether they misbehave or not.
I still like it alot.
I always have fun and enjoy myself alot.
So,
BAND CAMP RAWKS!!

I guess that's it for now.
So sian.
Back to TEP.

[M]arcus

2008-03-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

So now is my fault?
It's no wonder he break with u.
I am the one suffering.
Not u.
Damn.
Stop rubbing salt onto my wounds.
I have suffered enough cos of u.
And now u are turning around saying i deserve it?
Damn u!
I wonder why i am so stupid to have fallen for u.
Should have listen to my fren's advice in the beginning.
And yes.
Friendship is DEFINITELY better than relationship.

[M]arcus

~saddened!~

2008-03-13T12:24:00.004+08:00

Scoldings in the morning again.
I hate DEL003!
Stop coming!

Wat a way to start my day.
Damn.

Anyway i have not been updating my blog.
So sian.
Cos of bazaar, i am too stressed to blog or do anything.
Even watching my show.
Damn.
And stop interfering.
Damn you.
Just shut up and listen.
Since u dont know anything, then dont say anything.
And dont promise things that u cant do/fufil.
*urgh*
Damn irritating.

I think i am going to get a bad grade for this stopover.
Must at least get a A to balance it up for the last stopover.
But i think it's impossible now.
I just hope the next 5 weeks, i wont make any silly mistake anymore.
If i could, i would just quit sch and concentrate on OPWO.
*hai*
I think i am going to get sick.
Too stressed already.
Got OPWO, OPAW, AI, NYPSO and sch work.
Sian.

I have finished venting my anger le.
Feelling better now.
Still got one whole day of facing ms lim.
Sian.
*cheer up marcus!*
I still think my secondary sch life is the best.
Especially when we were still COP standard tat time.
The time we spent is like priceless treasure.
It will always be in me, kept at the bottom of my heart.
And rememeber the times spent with my buddies forever.

[M]arcus

~comparing to relationship, friendship is still better~

2008-03-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

What Choo Yu Rong Marcus Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-10T09:30:00.004+08:00

Finally had the time to cut my hair.
And pple say i look more fresh now.
Though the hairdresser cut a bit too short.

I have finish watching My Girl.
The last few episodes are really very sad.
I think i almost went crazy.
Haha.
But it's a happy ending.
So it's all worth it.
=)

The next show i am targeting is Snow Queen.
My favourite actor!
Hyun Bin.
Haha.
I like his show.
And the male lead in My Girl looks like him!
I almost mistook him as Hyun Bin.
Haha.

The weekend was a enjoyable one.
Had band pract at AI.
Watchman, Tell us of the Night.
Folk Song Suite.
Pirates of the Carribean.
Cool!
Though the pract took half of my energy away.
Haha.
But i always like the pieces Mr Tan chooses.
It's cool!
Haha.
Though sometimes is a bit impossible to play it.
=)

I think tat's all for now.
Will update again.

[M]arcus

2008-03-07T16:03:00.003+08:00

Updates!

Lately i have been watching My girl till late night before sleeping.
Finishing soon le.
And it's nice.
So saddening.
Hai.

Heard that Benny got selected for the SC post.
Way to go benny!
All the best.
I also heard that they going to choose another SC.
But dont know whether true or not.
*shrugs shoulder*
Today is so boring.
Nothing to do.
Last week was damn busy la.
Then this week like slacking.
Haha.
That's why i am here blogging.
Haha.

OP'us Karneval is just next week.
And i cant get anyone to come.
So sian
Must force my NYP band mates to come.
Haha.

I think i am putting too much work on myself.
Alumni, OPWO, NYPSO and sch work.
I hardly can breathe now.
And i only stay at home on Sunday.
Sometimes i just dont get to rest even on sundays.
I am not complaining here.
Just a bit stress out.
So after "shouting" it out, i feel better.
As the saying goes,
Tmr will be a better day.
Isnt it?
=)

Oh yeah.
Before i forget, I am doing Personal Selling now.
It's like a project for my course.
I am selling Muffings, Cupcakes and Apple Strudels.
If u want to know more abt it, feel free to contact me.
Or u can tag me on my tagboard.
And i will get back to you as soon as possible :).
Pls support!

[M]arcus

~when will my girl appears?~

2008-03-04T09:57:00.002+08:00

Stupid Shit!
Got scolding early in the morning.
Damn.

Yesterday NYPSO resume.
It has been a long time since i have seen the band peeps.
Quite a lot of pple turned up.
And it's a good sight reading session yesterday.
Guess what.
I am the QM again.
And this time is the Head.
Damn sian!

After band pract we when for supper as usual.
It's the first time so many pple go eat supper together.
U should be there to see the crowd.
Haha.
And we make fun of ah jo.
She was wearing the tian xia shirt.
And sarahjane was like laughing at her.
So bad!
Then came the 'dont waste food' part from ah jo.
Benny did not finish his baked beans and salad.
So ah jo say 'u wasting food leh. give me, i eat.'
Haha.
And then we started to give her all the leftovers food.
Haha.
It makes her look so greedy la.
Haha.

Reach home at 11.30pm.
Damn tired but still watch one episode of My gal.
It's a very nice show.
Hilarious and sad at the same time.
It's a must watch.
Just like Coffee Prince and Witch Yoo hee.
Havent got the time to watch Snow Queen and One Fine Day.
So hectic nowadays.

After complaining so much, it's time for some advertisement.

OP'us Karneval
Date: 15th March 2008, Saturday
Time: 10.00am to 6.00pm
Tickets: $10

This karneval is a fund-raising karneval for Orchid Park Wind Orchestra.
They are going on a overseas competition during the June holidays.
Therefore they are orgainising this fund-raising to raise funds.
Please help by supporting them.
U can get the tickets from them or me @ $10 per booklet.
Please contact me if u are interested.
=)

I think that's all for now.
See ya.

[M]arcus

~is it possible to surpress ur own feelings?~

2008-02-29T09:59:00.002+08:00

Sebast and i are suppose to treat mr tan yesterday night.
But we waited for him for 3 HOURS!
And we loiter around PS waiting for him.
We are treating him and yet he can be late.
Haha.
We even plan nicely what to treat him.
But then in the end he treat us instead.
This saturday must some how treat him to lunch.
Must force him.
Haha.

April 12.
Syf outdoor.
1st band.

That's the day everyone is looking forward to.
And we are so lucky to got the first band.
But after us is TK.
Ping Yi is between TK and bowen.
Lucky for us.

AI is really going to join NBC this yr.
So hafiz and me cant play for OPWO.
Sad news for qian ling.
Haha.
Wonder what mr tan will play.

Next yr, i will get to perform in esplanade twice!
So cool!
18 Jan 09 - NYPSO
June 09 - OPWO and OPAW.
Nice!
Cant wait for next year.
And i heard that NYPSO is going WMC next yr!
Choice piece will be Glorisa i think.
Damn difficult piece la.
Gonna practice harder.

Should i go australia with OPWO?
I dont know whether i should go or not.
I need advices!
Please give me some advice.
Thanks.

I think that's all for now.
Still got work to do.
Cant wait for tonight's alumni pract.

[M]arcus

2008-02-28T13:00:00.002+08:00

OMG!
Yesterday is a BAD BAD day.
REALLY BAD.
Ms Lim started to scold Ming Kang and Jolie early in the morning.
She is in a bad bad mood yesterday.
Really trash us like hell yesterday.
Got scolding like shit.
Luckily i got flexi leave.
Haha.
IM got OT again.
Hai~

Went to OP to teach the little pigs.
Haha.
Most of them can play B-flat scale already.
Except the brasses.
But not to worry.
It takes time to learn.
Expecially brass instruments.
Went to eat with Ms chang, Hafiz and PJ.
Had Buddies again, as usual.
We chit chat till like 9 plus and i reach home at 10 plus.
Wanted to do some work.
But apperantly i forgot what i am suppose to do.
Haha.
Till this morning then i remember wat i am suppose to do.
=x

I think that's all for now.
Later meeting Mr tan and sebast for dinner.
So will update again.

[M]arcus

2008-02-26T14:37:00.004+08:00

I think it's time to REVAMP and REVIVE my blog.

Therefore, i changed my blogskin.
It has been a lonnnnnnggggg time since i update and visited my blog.

I am now posted to MSC - Inventory Management.
Basically, i just manage the movement of stocks in the MSC outlet.
Haha.

In about 2 months time, i will be yr 3 already.
Time passes very first in poly.
In a flash i am finishing my yr 2 semester.

Luckliy that i am in a team of fun pple.
If not, i think i will remain emo for the next 9 weeks.
Haha.
And guess wat.
They are laughing SO loudly now.
Haha.
Hope this few weeks will pass by quickly.
So that i wont be binded with the timing.

I realised i am getting fatter nowadays.
Cos i get to eat and eat in IM.
Unlike in BSU, i get to slack alot in IM.
That explain why i have the time to eat snacks and blog.
Haha.

I think that's all for now.
Will update again.

With love,
[M]arcus

2008-01-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

I am too busy to update!
So Sabirah asked me to type something.
So here is it.

Something.

Haha.
I will update tonight i guess.

[M]arcus

2007-12-12T15:59:00.000+08:00

It's abt time for an update.
Haha.

So in the end i manage to play for Alla Marziale.
Haha.
*cheers!*
Alla Marziale is great!
I like all the pieces.
Though it was a bit stuffy for the first half.
Haha.
Scary moments strike us after the concert.
Amirul appear to have hyperventilation.
And Aida had an asthma attack.
It was so scary.
Amirul just laid there.
Unable to move his limbs.
It was after quite some time, he then recover.
Have to drill some serious breathing technique to the brass section.
Cant afford to have pple to faint in concerts or after concert.

The performance in Botanic Garden is wonderful.
Despite the rain, there is still audience.
=)
We were so crazy la.
Haha.

Finally going into last week of BSU.
Going to miss BSU.
This stopover is a memorable one.
With good Supervisors.
...

[M]arcus

~i have nothing to say~

2007-12-06T09:59:00.000+08:00

Going to have a hectic weekend!

Reports to finish by weekend.
Concerts on weekend.
Damn.
So many things crashing together.
2 rehearsals on saturday.
Sharing session and rehearsal on friday.
Wah kao!

So stressed up over sch work!
Reports and events to do.
And supervisors damn slow in approving proposals.
Aiyo!

How i wish i can just quit school and concentrate on teaching OP.
I want to be a full time musician!
And conductor.
Tat's my dream.
Hai.

Today is going to a nice day i believe.

[M]arcus

~i am sorry for wat i have done~

2007-12-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

I am now at OPWO's band camp.
I totally love OPWO's camp.
Cos can see all my old frens.
And chill out.
Laugh at all the stupid jokes we create.
Haha.
I will never forget OPWO...

Holidays is coming soon.
Last 2 weeks in Bsu.
And then 3 weeks of holidays.
Cool.
Can sleep late at night.
Can accompany her go home.
Can rot at home the whole day.
Can do watever i like.
Haha.

I am at a loss to wat to do.
I really have no idea how to make my next step.
It's unpredictable.
I cant guess wat's the response either.
Nor wat u are thinking.
It's driving me crazy.
Argh!

Here's the photo as promised.

Horn Section with Laoshi! Rawks!

Jingsi and Me

Allan and me

Jackson, Allan, Jerold and Me.

Four of us with LaoShi

LaoShi and Me

Allan, me and JingSi

Tat's all Ladies and Gentleman.

[M]arcus

~我想除了你任谁也无法填补这空虚~

2007-11-26T16:06:00.000+08:00

SINFONIA 2007 is over...

I will definitely miss that day.

Sorry for not updating.
Feeling lazy in updating.
Haha.
Anyway, it has been 2 weeks since Sinfonia passed.
....

Today is the first practice after Sinfonia.
With Lernard Tan.
Conductor of SP, SMS, VJC, Philharmonic Winds, etc.
Wonder how will it be like working with Mr tan.
OMG.
Another Mr Tan.
Haha.
One short, one tall.
Opps.

Left 2 more weeks in BSU.
And it will be HOLIDAYS!
Yeah.
No more the ONG!
No need to tolerate nonsense from her anymore.
I think Ms soh is MUCH better.
Need not to say.
Haha.
I think we will just hold a ANTI - ONG campaign if we have a chance.
Haha.

Pictures will come in the next time i update my post.
So tat's all ladies and gentleman.

[M]arcus

Today is a normal average day. =)

~holding on is so painful~

2007-11-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

2 more days...

I am so tired.
The rehearsals is like..
I can find no words to describe.
Some people just dont understand how things work.
And they acted like they know everything.
Damn to these pple.

Pple!
Please be aware that Friday is the concert already.
No more time to waste le.
Pls try to work out all the parts BY tmr!
Esp those weaker section.
I dont want to mention any names.
Everybody just work hard together!

BSU is getting busier each day.
Roadshows, career talks, interview clinic, sharing session and handover.
So many events to plan for.
And it's the last 4 weeks.
How times fly.
Soon, i will be having holidays!
Haha.

I think tat's it for now.

Today is a especially nice day! =)

[M]arcus

2007-11-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

11 more days...

Finally went swimming yesterday.
Cos of the good weather.
Sunny day throughout to evening time.
Got tan a bit.
Cool!

Today is a cold cold day.
But i feel warm inside my heart.
Cos of ur existence.
However, today is a bad day.
My precious msges got deleted.
ALL OF THEM.
Damn.
Dont know wat happen to my phone.

Today's roadshow at the atrium seems very quiet.
A bit too QUIET.
And guess wat.
School's internet can access to frenster, youtube and crunchyroll.
Cool!
But didnt have the time to watch it.
So it's a watse.
Hope still can access tmr.
Hee.

This week will be another hectic week.
With everyday ending at 8pm.
Cos of the telemarketing project.
Damn.
Tat means i will be late for band.
But looking on the bright side, i have time off.
Yeah!
Means i can take time off on the concert week.
Hehe.

Today is a nice nice day. =)

[M]arcus

~u make my day =)~

2007-11-01T23:28:00.000+08:00

HOW STUPID CAN I GET?

I am really stupid.
Damn it.
I ought to stop this bad habit of mine.

I am really sorry.
Really really very sorry...

The day end with a indescribable mood.

sorry to make u so moody...i guess u are really important to me afterall..

2007-11-01T13:36:00.000+08:00

15 days left...

It's another day at HumanLink.
The past 3 days have been quite tiring.
Tep in the morning and band in the afternoon.
Every Monday, Tuesday, Thursday is the same routine.
Sometime Wednesday and Friday have sectional and will go home late too.
Time is running out for NYPSO as each day passes by.
So every pls work hard to strive for a successful concert together.

My distressing activities is always going out with Josepine and gang.
They will make me laugh till my abs are aching and jaws dropping.
Haha.
Love hanging out with them.
Will never forget them.
And Rae is going to France this dec.
Must have a farewell party for her.

Soon everyone will be yr 3 student.
And everyday is just chionging of projects and tutorials.
Hope we still have the time to gather and do catch up.

Today is a cloudy day. Nice weather. =)

[M]arcus

~why did u leave me hanging in the air?~

2007-10-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

19 more days...

Is this how it is going to be like?
If it is, can u pls stop it?
I really dont know how much i can take it longer.
I just wish that everything will pass by quickly.

ARGH!

Guess today will be like any other day. With the exception of a broken heart.

[M]arcus

~am i important to u then?~

2007-10-26T13:18:00.000+08:00

22 more days...

It's the last day of week 2.
Hurray!
Later meeting Josephine for dinner.
But i guess that she is still sleeping.
Haha.
LAZY JOSEPHINE!

...

Tmr there is sectional with Lao shi and 10am.
So have to wake up early to go to sch.
Cannot sleep till late morning.
But it's at least better than normal weekdays.
Haha.

...

Next week is going to be a VERY busy week.
Couple of things to be done.

Collection of instruments from NUS and NTU.
Lao Shi's Gift
HumanLink Roadshow
Horn Sectional - Both OP and NYP

Wow.
4 items on the list.
Must plan by this week.
If not, next week i headace ah!
Haha.

...

So tire!
Have not been sleeping early this few days.
Hai.

Today is just another normal day except tat special hour...

[M]arcus

~seeing u makes my day special~

2007-10-25T13:36:00.000+08:00

23 more days...

It's another day in BSU - HumanLink.
Sian.
Though 2nd week is coming to an end.
Soon it will be week 3.
Then week 4.
And so on to week 9.
...

Have not been practicing my horn for quite a long time le.
And i am hearing deprovements!
OMG!
I have to start practicing again le.
I cant afford to be in poor condition when concert is just 2 weeks away.
Must practice!

The day ended just like any other day.

[M]arcus

~u are like a disease, infecting me~

2007-10-19T10:20:00.000+08:00

Have been feeling terrible since yesterday night.
Sign.
Tired tired and tired.
Woke up late this morning.
Almost late for TEP.
But luckily i bath within 5 mins.
So got onto the bus just in time.

Today is just another long day in sch.
How i wish to go home and sleep.
I am so so tire of everything.
Really tire.

Going to have lunch later with josephine and the rest.
Hai.
Dont know whether to tell her or not.
I hope wont look like how i feel right now.
I just feel terrible now.
ARGH!

Since you came into my life the days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life everything has changed

[M]arcus

~i cry because of u~

2007-10-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

BSU HUMANLINK.

Tat's my first tep stopver.
After which i got 3 weeks break.
Then 3 weeks of lesson.
1 week of ica.
LAstly another 9 weeks of another stopover and i will be in YR 3.
Wow.
In a glance i will graduate already.

Today the seniors at humanlink did a handover session with us.
Basically is admin job.
Dont wish to elobrate.

Today is a long day.
After the short training cum orientation, went for band practice.
Then went through the usual piece.
Hobbits, Miss Saigon, Hora and Chess.
Today the singer came to rehearse with us too.
They are good!
Better than the singers for the musical.
HA!
So today is just another abnormally normal day.
Hope tmr will be more exciting.
Hee.
Tired.
So going to end this short, normal post.
So, seeyouagainbye!

[M]arcus

~i laugh cos of u. I cry cos of u. Wateve i did is cos of u.~

2007-10-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

WAH!
It has been SO SO SO long ever since i come my blog and update le.
Finally come and update le.
I am so lazy to come update nowadays.
Haha.
Though i have all the time since i am having holidays.
And it's ending soon le.

TEP is startin soon.
In a few more hours, i will know my posting. (0830am)
OMG.
Hope i wont get cheers ah.
Haha.
Then everyday must 'cheers' already.
Haha.

Oh yeah.
Something very important.
This year's Sinfonia is Lao Shi's last concert with us.
He is retiring le.
Sob sob.
And i wonder who is our new conductor.
Clarence dont want to tell me.
Hope is someone good.
And hope we wont end up playing ALOT of pop songs.
If not, i will just take the horn with me and RUN AWAY.
Haha.

I dont know wat to say already.
So i will just end my post here.
It's rather short.
So, seeuagainbye!

[M]arcus

~i promise to love u as long as i can~

2007-08-21T21:22:00.000+08:00

Finally.
Left with 2 more paper.
Law and EFMA.
Then i am free.
Dont want to talk abt the exams.
Except that i am quite confidence with finance only.
The rest are...

I am so not motivated to study lor.
Keep slacking.
Even if i do badly also cant blame anyone.

And i must start practicing my horn le.
If not, i will be like a beginner.
Hai.
So many things to worry abt.
Hope the holiday will be a long and relax one.
I think tat's it for now.
Need to chiong for Law.

[M]arcus

~i feel my love for u have grow again~

2007-08-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

Omg.
I have not update my blog like AGES man.
Have been busy with sch work.
So havent really got the time to update.

This week is exam week le.
So fast.
Thursday is the first paper.
Marketing.
Then Friday is Human Resource.
So fast.

And soon, next week exams will finish.
Haha.
SO FAST!
Last paper is EFMA.
Wonder can get my A or not.
Sian.
Hope this sem i will have good results.
So as to compensate last sem's result.
Haha.
GPA better be 3 and above!!

Audio Image have started last sat.
And a few of the OP pple went down for rehearsal.
Sebast, Christ, Jun Hao and Hafiz.
Rehearsal is not bad.
And so fast concert is on december.
The reportiore is even out already.
So fast!!
Unlike the alumni.
Hai.
And i always crave to play my horn haha.

Talking abt craving, today had cravings for pastamania.
So asked Josephine and Jolie out for dinner.
And after pastamania, it was starbucks time!
Haha.
Today spent quite alot of money.
But then next few days not going out.
So it's fine i guess.

After the exams, guess i will be busy with band again.
Haha.
Think have been neglecting band while i am busy with sch work.
So will make it up this holiday.
So many band!
NYP, Audio Image and Moulmein.
Considering whether to help Maris again.
If so, i will have 4 bands!!
OMG.
And i have not been practicing again.
Think tmr will start to practice.
If not ah, i will be the lousiest player le!!
Cannot!!!
!@#$#@%^

I think tat it's for now.
Going to sleep le.
Tmr still need to wake up early to study.
Will update soon.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~all i can say is i love u~

2007-07-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

SINFONIQUE! PICTURES.

The horn section

Horn section again

Horns rawks!

one more..

Acting emo huh...

Yihui and me!

Take 2!

Jerold aka 'twin bro' and me

Shit, i feel so short standing next to him...

Me, Allan and Jerold

Allan, u should go on diet! U are heavy! Haha..

Allan aka meng nan and Me..

Take 2..*different tie..hee..*

Fahmi and me...

Open ur mouth wide!!!

Audrey and me.. *I seriously dont know wat am i doing..*

Liping, u are damn vulgar can?

Ryan's face is funny!

Miki and I doing silly things..*Alvin, dont be jealous hor...*

Posers...

JingSi and i acting emo...

With audrey...

With sarah...

Again!

Suky and me!

Fashion Show...

More pple!

5 gals and a guy..

Combined Horn Section..

FRENCH HORN RAWKS!

Jingsi and me...carrying her..haha

Me, Yvonne, Jingsi and Allan

Without allan

Jackson and me..

Jingsi, me and jason..

Alvin and me...with jason at the back! haha...

Me and liping...with adil at the back!

Jerold, me, meng nan (allan), jason and jackson...

Mr Han.. jerold, jason, jackson and me..

Alvin, me and meng nan(allan)

Leon and me...with his sunflower..

Guess who??

Alvin, me and allan again..

Me and miki..

Me, yvonne and jingsi...

Yihui and me...

Yvonne and me..

Lao Shi and us!

Guan Qi and me...

Horn section once again...

Yvonne, me, audrey and siti... .

That's all folks..

[M]arcus

2007-07-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

Aiyo!
Too busy to update recently.
Sorry!

Anyway, Sinfonique is over!
And i took alot of photos this time round.
Cos got alot of rest.
I only play like 6 pieces.
Haha.
Anyway, the concert was quite successful.
And great job to everyone!

Only Maris concert left.
Yeah.
Then i can concentrate on self pract and the horn concerto.
Now need to teach the whole band theory.
And need to tutor the brass and my section.
And there is the sec 1s too.
So many things to do.
Yet so little time.
But i enjoy doing all this.
Hee.

OMG!
Exams are coming!
Aug 16th to 23rd.
First paper is Marketing.
Last paper is EFMA.
And there is no study week.
OMG!
Need to chiong now already.
Sundays will be used as revisions time.
Really need to study le.
Dont want to get bad GPA.
Need to maintain at 3 and above.

I think tat's it for now.
Got to go.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i will always be here for u no matter wat happen. i love u~

2007-07-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

I am blogging in school now.
Doing business law project.
And Jolie is disturbing me beside me.
Haha.
Jolie and Nana is looking for pictures to put on the cover page.

So tire.
Slept during Marketing lecture.
And skip Law lecture with Rae, Jolie and Josephine.
Saw Yihui and Wai Leng at Kou Fu.
Haha.

I am going crazy le la.
So many projects to do.
Next week need to hand in Law, Marketing and ICT.
And marketing is like have not finsh yet.
Not to mention ICT.
Cos we have not even started on it.
This week is going to be a real hectic week for me.
Need to do project and need to go for band.
Think i hardly can sleep le.
Can someone buy me coffee?
Haha.
Think this week have to stuff myself with coffee le.

JOLIE TEO!
I want the bleach Cd.
Lend me!!!!!
Though u are beside me only.
Haha.
I am so bored.
I think i ending this post here le.
Dont know wat to blog abt any more.

[M]arcus

~how i wish i could tel u how much i love u~

2007-07-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Back from Band Camp!

The camp was quite alright.
It was tired as usual.
Haha.
Due to the fact that almost everyone slept after 3 am for the 2 nights.
At least i did.
Haha.
Went to watch Transformers on the first night after practice.
With alvin, meifen, rahdiah, guan qi and fiona.
Sorry jerold.
Couldnt wait for u.
Really very sorry.
Transformers is GREAT!
It's a nice and exciting movie.
Though i was shivering in the coldness.
Alvin too.
Haha.
Almost became a statue of ice.
Haha.
After the movie, went back to school.
And found Jerold, Allan and Jason was Dota-ing.
Thomas and a few were watching Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire.
I think i slept at around 4.30am?
Haha.
I was tired.
So just fall asleep when i set my foot into the room.
Then the whole of sat is just playing, playing and MORE PLAYING.
The best part of the camp is the steamboat part.
Haha.
Though i didnt eat much.
But i help to prepare the food. =)
The teppenyaki side were practically eating oil.
Haha.
They spread the magirine like it is part of their life.
*omg*
Haha.
After a few rounds of cooking, i went into the room to see wat Yihui was doing.
Then that is the time where the laughter begins.
I begin to watch the clip that someone open.
It was abt a real life ghost catching clip.
Then people started to walk in and started to watch the clip.
I think i have at least watch it 10 times!!
Haha.
After which, we began to watch some funny japanese prank show.
IT WAS DAMN FUNNY.
Jingsi, Jiajia, thomas, jerold, esther, jason, zhi jie and i were laughing very hard.
Haha.
I think it is a very good abs training session.
Haha.
The night basically end off after a game of Dota with jerold.
Though the camp is tiring, but i certainly had fun.
Both in rehearsal and free time.

Hope the fun camp will come real soon.
Which i am sure it will be more fun.
I think that's it for the update.
Seegainbye.

[M]arcus

~i wish i can really tell u how much i love u~

2007-07-06T14:00:00.001+08:00

Alright.
Time to blog abt yesterday.
It was a fun gathering with the gals.
As ususal, i am the ONLY GUY.
Haha.
Sandy, Beth, Rah, Xue, Yeeyan, Karie and Jolene.
Jia jia and Tricia is not around.

I met the gals after my ICT lab.
Which was like a waste of time.
We then proceed off to settlers' Cafe.
It's at Clarke Quey.
They had made reservations beforehand.
So we go in and we were directed to our seats.
We were kind of troublesome la.
Asking this and that.
But hey, customers are always right.
Hee.
Anyway, we had to wait for jolene.
So we started off to play some games first.
We were not really screaming or anything la.
We were just quietly playing our game.
It was then we had the table behind us SHOUTING.
Haha.
Then we were like wanting to shout too.
But the games that we were playing wasnt really exciting one.
So we just wait and change game.
We did shout here and there la.
But wasnt like wat we did in yr 1.
Haha.
Doing silly things together.
Anyway, it was a fun night with the gals.
Haha.
As u have noticed, i am too lazy to elaborate.
So i will just wait for the photo and upload to my blog.
Haha.

Anyway, there is no school today.
That's why i am here blogging AT HOME.
Haha.
And later there is BAND CAMP.
Again.
How great can that be?
Hai.
Feel so tired le.
Still going to have camp.
I going to die soon le la.
Projects is still hanging in the air.
ARGH!
But then, the night time is ususally where the fun begins.
Haha.
So i will just look forward to the night time activity.
Hee.

Alright, i think i will end here.
Need to pack and type report.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i really want to tell u how much i love u. but i know i cant.~

2007-07-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

Now blogging in school.
Was doing projects.
But then the research is too tedious to carryu on.
So come here to blog.
Hee.

So sian.
Finally EFMA and Business Finance Project are over.
Now left with Business Law, Marketing, HRM ad ICT.
Which happen to be all due on the same week.
4 presentations in a week.
WOW!
How great can tat be?

I just need to tide over this 2 week.
Then will be able to relax for a while before exams come.
Then it's time to chiong again.
Guess yr 2 life arent tat nice.
As compare to yr 1.

Later got class gathering.
With Sandy and gang.
Long time never see them le.
Especially Yee yan and ah xue!
So excited to meet them again.

I think i better go le.
Lesson is starting in another 30 mins time.
Going to get some research done first.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~missing u again~

2007-07-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

STRESS RELIEVER

Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"
___________________________________________________________________

Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troublesand lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling. But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet. ___________________________________________________________________

Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me togive up my seat to a lady. Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap. ___________________________________________________________________

Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?"
Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am?!"
Husband to wife: "Yes, We used night clubs." ___________________________________________________________________

Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents." ___________________________________________________________________

A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans"..
"My father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans." ___________________________________________________________________

Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"
___________________________________________________________________

Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning. ___________________________________________________________________

A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.
___________________________________________________________________

Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!___________________________________________________________________

Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side. ___________________________________________________________________

A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of humour.
___________________________________________________________________

Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.

Haha.
Hope u had a great time laughing ur heads off!

[M]arcus

2007-07-03T07:04:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING...

Before marriage:
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: NO! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: NO! Why you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Yes!
She: Will you hit me?
He: No way! I'm not such kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes .
Now after the marriage you can read it from below to top !!!!

Haha.
Had a great laugh?

[M]arcus

~i will wait this time~

2007-07-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

Alright!
OP.2007 is over.
And i can say is a good concert put up by the main band.
And of course with the alumnus.
GREAT JOB EVERYONE!

And thanks to those who came to support us.
Mainly the clarintists, my dearest "TWIN" brother, JS(lover), eugene and alex.
THANKS.

Finally.
I will be able to get some sleep this week.
And concentrate on the NYP concert next week.
2 more weeks and there is another concert.
OMG.
I am having so much performance.
2 weeks after NYP concert, got maris stella concert.
And i am guest playing.
Along with Luke.
So stress.
Better start practicing now.

Also have to start practicing for the NYP concert le.
Though it's more on endurance.
Hai.
Will be so tire.

Anyway, watched Fantastic 4 on friday.
Along with Jerold, Meiting, Yihui, Esther, Sarah and Wai Leng!
It was a great movie outing with them.
Wai Leng and Yihui is damn funny can.
Haha.
After movie, we went to walk around as it was still early.
But then after a while, me jerold and esther went home.
Cos esther is tire.
And i need to get my project done.
But in the end, i went home and then sleep le.
Haha.
Never did anything at all.
So here i am, this early to do my project.
But after i finish blogging.
Haha.

Think tat's it for today.
Need to go do project le.
So, seegainbye.

[M]arcus

~happy to see u smiling~

2007-06-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

Alright.
This week is a hectic to me.
And of course to the SCL pple.
And pple who is having TEP.

Projects, projects and more projects.
So stressed-out projecting!
And not to mention ICAs.
Anyway, i got good results for EFMA and Business Fianance.
Got a B+ for EFMA and A for Finanace.
This is something worth celebrating.
As i have studied VERY hard for it.
I wonder how i fare for my Law and HRM.
Loss hope in Law le.
But HRM might have hope in getting A.
Also dont know how i fare for Marketing.
Hope it's at least a B or B+.
Dont want to get a C.
Hai~

This sat is OP.2007 le.
Hope everything will go smoothly on the day.
Dont know whether i will be tired out or not.
Will be playing throughout the whole concert.
It will be damn tiring i think.
Hai.
Will be crossing my fingers.
Haha.

I think i break my record in performing again.
June got moulmein and OP.
July got NYPSO and Maris Stella concert.
Wow.
2 concert in one month.
Haha.
If i ever stop playing horn, this period will be my highest peak.
But then i still play badly.
Need more time to practice!!
Hardly anytime to practice lor.
So busy with sch work.
Projects, ICAs and tutorials!
Being tied down by all these.

I miss movie outing with alvin, jerold, jackson, miki and guan qi.
Haha.
Before the holidays, we will always arrange movie outings.
But now, the SCL pple so busy with test.
Haha.
Anyway, there will be a movie outing this friday.
With Jerold, Esther, Yihui and Wai leng.
The rest not confirm yet.
I bet this friday will be a fun fun day.
Especially with Wai leng around.
With addition to Yihui and Esther.
Think me and jerold will have cramps on that day.
Haha.
But not like Thomas.
Who do some stupid movements and got cramp.
Haha.
*rolling on the floor*

I think i will end here today.
Still got projects to do.
So, see ya around.

[M]arcus

~should i wait? i will..if u let me..~

2007-06-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

I feel hurt hearing wat u said.
I feel hurt seeing how u felt.

But,
I feel contented to be able to talk to u.
I feel contented to be able to share ur troubles.

I want to tell u how i feel badly.
U never fail to make my day.
And u never fail to make me smile.

I just wish tat i can tell u i love u.
And how i wished to stay by ur side.
Taking care of u.

I will wait for u...

[M]arcus

2007-06-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

ESTHER CAI JINGHUAN!

See, i didnt spell ur name wrongly.

Full name some more.

Where to find such good senior?

Esther: Orchid Park lor.

Haha.

Anyway, i have put the smiley face as u have requested.

Only u have lor.

Haha.

So troublesome.

Haiyo.

And i have waste my time to do it.

And since i am on it, decided to post abt it.

Haha.

Happy now?

Haha.

[M]arcus

~i am missing u again~

2007-06-24T11:09:00.000+08:00

Alright.
Scherzo '07 is over.
I know i played badly.
Sorry!!!

Anyway, i will definitly do better at OP.2007.
Cos i cant let mr tan and ms chang down.
Hai.
So many things have happen within one day.
And please stop assuming that u all are right.
Dont wanna to talk abt it here.
Hai.
Just feel disappointed only.

Alright.
Enough of the unhappy incident.
I cant wait for OP.2007 to come.
=)

I am so tired.
Damn tired.
But then have to do projects.
And study for tuesday's tests.
DAMN!

I think i better go now.
Need to do research.
Hai.
Chaos!

[M]arcus

~i cant give u anything but my love.~

2007-06-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

Damn.
Projects, Projects and more Projects.
I am going to die le la.

Who is interested in coming for Orchid Park concert?
Is next week.
Featuring Fifth Symphony (Sakura for winds) by Alfred Reed.
Must come watch.
It's a worthy concert to catch.

I am so tire and stress out.
Sch is stating again.
And need to chiong tutorials le.
So SIANz!

Band practice nowadays like very tiring.
Keep playing and playing and playing.
Have not really rest yet.
Die le.
Dont know this sat can last throughout the concert or not.
Must be strong!

Esther!
U ar..
Dont know wat to say lor.
Haha.
Always make me feel so 'cold'.
With ur cooling jokes.
Haha.
I think i wont ever get fever with u around.
Haha.
And dont bully jerold ah!
He is my twin brother leh!
Haha.
See, i am being influence by u!!!

WATEVER! Haha.

So sorry if i keep troubling u, Sarah.
And thanks for all the advices u gave.
It was certainly useful!
THANKS!

I wonder how long can i last like tat.
Maybe i will die earlier than Mr. Tan.
I am like overworking my body.
Like i am still blogging at this time.
Hai..

i want to tell u tat i love u so much.
but i know i cant.
i will wait for u.
even if it wont happen.
i will always be here for u no matter wat.

I am tired.
So i am going to sleep now.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i love u..~

2007-06-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

Alright.
I have just change my blogskin.
To orange!!
My favourite colour!
Haha.

Anyway, just had band camp again.
This time is NYPSO.
Some pple did not stay throughout for the whole camp.
But then, it was still quite fun.
Haha.
Lao Shi's training is very tough.
But effective.
Cos now i got not much problem playing all the high notes.
Just that i am very tire.
Cos i have been playing for non-stop for 2 weeks le.
I need a rest!
But concerts are coming.
One on this sat.
Another on next sat.
Then after resting for a week, got another concert.
So many concerts!!!
And it's like consecutively.
Hai.

Also, projects are bombing in the way.
The 2 weeks break is like for us to do projects.
Dont they understand 2 weeks BREAK?
Damn the school.
Now have to start doing marketing, EFMA and finance.
So stress.
Think better start early and end early.
So wont rush in the end.

I think i going to do my marketing project le.
So, Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i love u is all i can say~

2007-06-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

I think i better update.
My blog is getting dusty.
Haha.
And later CookieMonster will complain one lor.
Haha.

Just got back from OPWO's annual band camp.
So tiring can.
Rehearsals all day long.
Till my lips pain.
Haha.
But i think i should be able to adapt to the pain.
Cos next 2 weeks i have 2 concert to play in.
I will be so tire la.
Hai.
Haha.
Anyway, the sec 1 did very well for the concert.
WELL DONE!
But then they still have alot of things to learn.
So like wat ms chang had said,
Their music career dont stop here.
The next project is Alla Marziale.
So i think will have to start rehearsing their parts already.

Also, alot of things happened during the camp.
Hai.
But then we all survive it through.
The sec 3 show that they are very united together.
Though behind the scene that might some dispute.
But then great work, all the sec 3.
The sec 4 too.
Though i was quite unhappy with them.
But at least they are able to bring the juniors through the camp.
So nevertheless, GREAT WORK SEC 4!

So i am having 2 weeks break now.
But then it will be spent on doing projects and rehearsals.
I dont mind having rehearsals.
But projects.
OMG!
It's going to start all over again.
SIAN!

Time to promote my concerts!!!

Scherzo 2007
23rd June
7.30pm
Bishan Salvation Army Auditorium
S$10
Highlights: Vesuvius, Carmen Fantasy, Deep Purple Medley

OP.2007
30th June
6.30pm
Republic poly Cultural Centre
S$10
Highlights: Wind Field II, 5th Symphony, Les Miserables.

Interested parties please contact me at my phone or MSN.
Thanks.

I think tat's it for now.
I going to clean up my room already.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i am missing u yet again.~

2007-05-29T15:18:00.001+08:00

Have not been blogging for the past few days.
Now am in school having lesson.
But yet once again, i am here blogging.
Haha.
It's so boring.
Yr 2 life is so stress and tiring.
Everything comes is a rush.
And goes in a rush too.
So tiring.

Have been watching movies lately.
With Alvin, Jerold, Miki, Jackson and Guan Qi.
Going to be broke soon le.
Some more have to pay handphone bill.
And textbooks to buy.
Aiyo.
No money le.
The school better pay me soon.
Have not even start work yet.
Sian lor.

Projects and projects for this few weeks.
Dying soon le la.
This friday got Marketing Management report need to hand in.
And i have not even done half.
It's so screw up la.
Damn.
Going to rush it tonight and tmr night and the whole of thursday.
Luckily thursday is a public holiday.
So i will have time to do finish the report and study for Finance test on Friday.
Next week got a test every day.

Monday - Business Law
Tuesday - Japanese Lanuguage
Wednesday - EFMA ( accounting)
Thursday - ICT presentation.

Only off on friday as it's a lecture.
So sian lor.
Hai.

I think i better end here.
Need to listen to wat teacher is talking abt.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i am thinking of u again.~

2007-05-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

It's time for update.
Have not update for a week already.

I really dont like the feeling of being sick!
Especiall having fever.
Makes my whole body so weak.
Cant even walk 10 steps.
And of course the taste of medicine.
And the smell of it.
Yucks!

Guess the weather is really bad this few days.
Hope i will get well by tmr.
Then can go for band and school.
If not, i will miss out alot.
And have to finish marketing by friday also.
So hope tat i will be well enough to do my work.

I think tat's it for now.
As i dont have much energy left.
Will update soon again.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i hope u are by my side taking care of me~

2007-05-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today is yet another school day for me.
Finished doing the lab presentation for this thursday.
There is more to come for 2 weeks later.
Feel so tired and stress.
How i wish i can quit school now.
And go to NAFA to study.
At least i am studying wat i WANT to study.
Wat's the use of saying all this right now?
Just hope tat school life will be more interesting from now on.

Yesterday had badminton session after band pract.
So shiok.
Haha.
Long time never play till like tat le.
But then after tat i was quite tire.
Cos i use all my energy to play.
Both bandminton and French Horn.
Feel so good pitching the high A and B flat.
Though not very good now.
But at least i hit the note now.
Haha.
Got to practice harder from now on.

I think tat's it for now.
As i need to go do my tut already.
Just recall that i am suppose to do tutorial.
Haha.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~is thinking of u loving u?~

2007-05-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

I am so tired.
So so tired.

Projects, band, alumni.
so many things to do yet so little time.

Anyway, the new cupboards came.
Now jerold and i dont have to worry abt anything.
As it can be locked.
Haha.
And i have solve the problem of not enough insrtuments today.
I felt tat it is a great acheivement.
Doing wat others cant do.
Haha.
I actually repaired the 2 horns which were like spoilt.
Haha.
I feel so proud of myself.

This sunday is Mother's day.
So i am thinking of giving my mum a surprise.
But have not come up with anything yet.
lalala~

Projects dealine is this coming week.
Next week (21st may)
And the week after next (28th may)
It's like so fast la.
And the time given is so short.
Hai.
Then still got band staff and alumni to worry abt.
So busy.
Hai~

And i am so hungry now.
Haha.
Who can buy food for me to eat??
By the way, i have just cut my hair.
Haha.
I think pple will ask why i cut.

I still cant get my mind off Spiderman 3.
It rox like hell la.
Haha.
Next is Pirates.
Hope it is really good.
Blades of Glory seems nice too.
Haha.
So many movies i want to watch.
But i dont think i have the money.
Till June ba.
I guess.

I think tat's it for now.
Going to get some food to eat.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~do u know i am falling for u?~

2007-05-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

Fahmi requested for this post.
Haha.
So here it is.

Today is so CROWDED in band room.
Hardly any place to walk.
And the committee is so busy.
Getting reeds, oils, scores and instrument.
And there is again overwhelming response from certain sections.
We need to buy more instruments!!

Haha.
Oh ya.
Jerold went to eat Subway today.
WITHOUT ME!
Along with Miki, Alvin and Jason.
Good lor.
Never call me along.
Humph!

Haha.
I think i will end here, since its suppose to be SHORT!
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~will u give me a chance?~

2007-05-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sunday was as usual, band pract at Moulmein.
Concert is coming already.
Yet we are still trying out pieces.
And to be exact, lame pieces.
Or rather pieces we think is lame.

After practice was going home time.
Cos mum cook my dinner.
So going home to eat.
Freddy ask me to go Mary Stella(??) to play.
Haha.
Dont know whether want to go or not.
So stressful if i go.
Cos i am not very good.

Today was as usual school day.
Lessons is getting proper now.
Have to do tutorials and projects already.
Expecially marketing project.
Since it's individual now.
Have to settle on the topic.
So sian.
Dont know which company to work on.
Can someone give me some options?

I think i am really falling for u.
Though i dont know why.
I just know i am falling for u.
I laugh like a silly idiot while reading ur msg.
I feel happy when i see u.
And i want to see u all the time.
I want to talk to u.
But when i see u in person, i dont know wat to say.
Isnt this sign of me falling in u?

I feel so much better after talking to my father.
At least, i dont have problems to solve at home now.
Now only left the problem that i have been running away from.
And i thought that was the best way out.
Eventually i was wrong la.

Tmr lesson starts at 9.
So going to sleep le.
Will update tmr again.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i want to see u every min. when i see u, i dont know wat to talk abt.~

2007-05-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Pple is asking me to update.
Haha.
So here i am.

Welcome tea is a success, which is proud to say.
There is alot of freshies.
Expecially the Clarinet Section.
And we got 7 yr 1 Tubist!!!
That's like so cool la.
I hope all will stay.
In fact i wish everybody will stay.

After Welcome tea, went to watch Spiderman 3.
Jerold, Jackson, Guan Qi, Miki and me.
Richard did not catch it with us.
We went around town finding spaces to watch Spiderman 3.
But all the timmings went full house.
Except for 1.00am onwards.
We were like 'OMG'.
Haha.
Then we decided to go yishun to watch.
And we got seats.
And it's nice and comfortable.
And the show is even amazing!!!!
It's a must watch movie!!!
Haha.

The feeling came back again after watching Spiderman 3.
The same feeling i had when i first watch Spiderman.
Dont know why i had this feeling again.
Haha.
Weird.

I feel so lost yet again.
So is this the end?
I feel that it's in a mess now.
Could it get any worst?
I dont know myself.
To understand pple, we first must put ourselves in the shoes of others.
This is so true man.
U did not find out how/wat i was feeling and u just accuse me.
If this is happenning to u, how will u feel?
Will u feel good?
Watch wat u do/say.
Cos u wont know when the same fate will happen to u.
Stop acting and get a life.
Nobody's perfect.
And u think u are?
U are just a human.
Like any of us.
So, stop accussing pple, and assuming that everyone likes being with u.

I shall end my post here today.
Feeling too lost to blog.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~my life isnt complete without u~

2007-04-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Time to update.

Musical is finally over!!
Woo!!
No more late nights in audit.
And no more hearing the singers.
But i quite miss the finale part.
Cos it's like so fun.
Haha.

Anyway, i think i am down with cough, flu and fever.
I think i caught a cold on friday night.
Over at meiting's house.
And everyone is crazy over at Kbox!
Me, Jerold, Jackson, Jingsi, Yihui, Thomas, Meiting and Sarah.
Haha.
We were standing and jumping ard.
Haha.
Jackson is really a good singer.
Woo.

After staying over at meiting's house, we went to school for sat's performance.
Me and jerold was like so shagged lor.
Haha.
Actually like falling asleep le.
But Candy suddenly msg me that she and qiu yin is coming.
Then i was like 'huh, really ah?'
Haha.
Then i like run to the back and get tickets for them.
Then run out to the ticket booth and reserve the tix for them.
Then run back in audit to settle down.
Haha.
I was like so excited.
Cos candy and qiu yin is coming!
Haha.
And i slept through the concert AGAIN!
Haha.

Today is the first day of school.
And all i can say is it sux.
Yeah.
Even Lawrence agree.
Haha.
But it's only the first day.
So cant really conclude that all re bad.
Haha.
At least i know Clara.

Welcome tea is this sat.
So alot of things need to be done.
Like getting reeds, calling the repairman to check the instruments.
I dont know whether will have enough instrument or not.
Hai.
So many things to be done.
Yet so little time.

I think that's it for today.
Will update again.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~am i moving on? i am not sure of myself. it seems tat i am.~

2007-04-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

Today is the last rehearsal for tmr's musical.
And tmr is the concert already.
So is saturday night.

Cant wait to start school on monday.
It's so boring at home.
Have the urge to study.
Dont know why.

Yi hui and gang is so lame lor.
I think today i had gone crazy.
Was dancing the salsa with jing si.
Haha.
We twist and turn and twist and turn.
Haha.
And we were running around.
We were like doing all sort of things.
Singing, kicking thomas's ass, shouting.
Haha.
We were practically CRAZY!

Tmr is the concert.
So going to sleep le.
Cant afford to appear with panda's look.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~am i suppose to forget u?~

2007-04-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

Time for an update!

Had musical pract for the last 2 days.
Monday was the worst of all.
The singers were off tune.
And needless to say.
They were off tempo too.
*omg*
I had like 5 different tempo around me la.
So i actually stop for while before continuing.
Yesterday's rehearsal is much better.
At least the singer now is in tempo.
But the guy still cant sing.
And yes, HE REALLY CANT SING!

Today there is musical pract also.
Hope that today will be better.
And guess wat.
Smoke came out from Rebecca's lamp yesterday.
(each of us is provided with a lamp so that we are able to see our scores due to the darkness of the auditorium)
And she was scared stiff.
Haha.
And Fahmi was crapping the whole day yesterday.
Yes, he IS CRAPPING.

Oh yeah.
Something funny happen in the band room yesterday.
The repairman(shawn) came down to take a look at the spoilt clars and flutes.
Then after he checked the piccolo, and say it needs adjustment on the tunning cork.
Then Jerold was like swinging the piccolo.
And the cap of the piccolo flew out.
At first, we didnt know wat is it.
I just saw something flew out.
After that jerold was like 'wat is it?'.
Then we realised that he actually swing the cap out.
And he's mouth is like wide open.
And looking dumbly at us.
And we were looking at him dumbly.
Haha.
Then everybody started to burst out laughing.
So funny la.

I think tat's it for today.
Will update later at night if anything interesting happen.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~ i am missing u every minute.~

2007-04-23T13:54:00.000+08:00

Today is just another boring day at home.
Later still got musical rehearsal.
So still have to go school.
Yesterday had discussion on the formation for next yr.
It was hard to come out with interesting ideas.
But we manage to finish up for the first 5 scenes.
*claps*
As everyone is tired, we call it a day with the 5 scenes done.

Starting school next week already.
Wonder how my new classmates will be like.
Other than Lawerence, i dont think i know anybody else in the same class.
I hope they all will be nice pple.
Haha.

I guess today's post will be a short one.
So i will end here.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i hate to see u suffering. it just hurt me to see u in this state.~

2007-04-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today is Club Crawl.
And i think tat it simply rocks.
It's so fun.
Expecially with the musical box.
Haha.
Tmr got more fun.
*smiles*

Went down to teach the sec 1s today.
Taught them singing.
And they can sing!
But some of them are tone deaf.
Other than them, the rest is doing fine.
For first timers, they sing better than the seniors.
*woo!*
This yr's sec 1 has a lot of potential.
I hope they will bring up the band on 2009.

i guess no point asking anymore.
really no point.
i think the only person is u.
i know tat u have been speaking ill behind me.
thought i dont know the details, but u think u are so great?
u are just another human being.
which is made to err.
like how u did 2 yrs ago.
how u make tat mistake.

Seegainbye!
[M]arcus

~is he worthy of u? the way he treats u is unbearable.~

2007-04-17T12:02:00.000+08:00

I just realised tat actually i have frens more than i thought of.
And all of them are so concern abt me.
I seriously wants to thank them.
And there is a whole lot chunk of pple if i were to list them out.
With frens like them, my life is beautiful.
And it just rock my life even more.

I suddenly have the urge to make a post here.
Maybe i should show to them tat even if without them, i can still survive.
Yes.
I still have other frens who care and trust me.
I dont want to be a fool no more.
It seems like i am a fool among u.
And i didnt even do anything.
And i dont care how u guys look at me.
I am who i am.
I dont exist becos of how u want me to be.
I exist for MYSELF.
And to live with passion and dreams.
Not to hear u commenting wat's wrong with me.
Nobody is perfect in this world.
U think u are so great?
Come on.
I think u are lying to urself.
Yes.

I think tat's it for now.
Signing off.
Seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~i started to think abt u again..~

2007-04-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Didnt get to blog for the past few days.
Cos Friday went to watch Arts Panache.
Then went for committee camp.
Then Saturday morning went for orchestra pract.
Afternoon went for alumni pract.
But then it's only discussion session.
About the plans of alumni.
And how to improve on the attendance.
So we came up with solutions.
I guess the alumnus will have to be more serious.
If we ever want to get something back from competition.

Then today went to celebrate my grandma's birthday.
I have not seen my cousin for a long time.
He is the only cousin tat i am able to get along with.
Haha.
The rest is like 'hi-bye' cousin.
*oops.*
Anyway, he has gotten very tan.
More tan than the last time i saw him.
And he is going to be taller than me soon.
*damn it.*
Haha.
He resemble his father alot.
I mean alot.
Haha.

Nothing interesting happen.
But i decided to blog.
In case Cynthia say i never update again.
Haha.
And so, i think this is it.
Seegainbye!

i feel so lonely now.
but at least i know tat i still have my true frens with me.
it's not long before i realised who is my true frens.
and i could not have survive until now without their existence.

[M]arcus

~i feel so lost now. i dont know wat i want now.~

2007-04-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

Went to listen to SYF today.
Most of the band are not very impressing.
But Bedok North's safari is really good.
*claps*
I think they deserve the gold.
And even gold with honours.
Other bands dont deserve the award they get.
The judges are so lenient today lor.
If OPWO is on today's slot, they sure get gold one lor.
*wth*

Anyway, OP wont not let this small thing get in their way.
We will show pple tat we are REALLY good in the upcoming concert.
OP.2007.
Featuring 5th symphony(Sakura) and Benerd Lee's Wind Field 2.

And next yr's NBC, we will show pple wat we are make of.
Leting bands like Pingyi, Kranji, etc getting silver is a insult to CHS, AHS, VS.
Is like they are way better than Pingyi and all la.
Wat the hell lor.
Hai.
I am not the judge, so i cant really comment abt it.

I not sure to go for Art Panache or not.
Cos i have committee meeting at night.
Then i scare i will miss it.
Wat to do??

I think i will end off here.
Need to go sleep le.
Seegainbye.

[M]arcus

~i hope u will not get hurt being with him. i am afraid things arent the way they seem to be.~

2007-04-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CYNTHIA

AND

XIN YI

2007-04-11T12:05:00.000+08:00

Monday is such a stupid day.
Well, i shall not elaborate on it.
Cos i dont want to talk abt it.

Yesterday went to watch OP's SYF.
U guys did well.
Certain parts is just amazing.
The tone colour is also very nice.
In fact, u guys have better tone quality than the 2005 batch.
It is cos of intonation problem tat got u guys a Silver.
But dont be disappointed though.
U guys did well.
Even Clarence agree.
And u guys have attain at least a Silver.
So the money is still coming in.
Yup.
And tat means new instruments!!!
Isnt tat great?

Talked to aida yesterday while on the way home.
Dicovered lots of things.
Haha.
It's more of a bitching session.
Haha.
Yeah.
And it makes me think alot.

Clarence told me abt next yr plan.
The band is going in to NBC in 2 band.
The senior and junior band.
And of course the alumnus too.
Wah.
He is going to conduct 3 bands.
Not bad!!
Haha.

I think tat's it for now.
Dont know wat to type already.
Seegainbye.

[M]arcus

~i will always be there for u when u need me.~

2007-04-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

I guess it's time to update my blog.
Have not been feeling too well for the past few days.
Guess i lack of sleep and water.
Vitamins too.
So i went to have an game of badminton with seabst they all.
To strenghten my body.
But then i end up overstrecthing my muscles.
So now i am having muscles ache.
Haha.

Tmr got moulmein pract.
Actually dont feel like going.
But then next week not going.
So have to go tmr.
Cos next week is my grandma's birthday.
So no choice de.
Haha.

Anyway, time really flies.
2 more days and then is SYF le.
So fast!!
Pple must work hard on monday.
And rest well for the comp.
Must keep urself in tip-top condition on SYF day.
Then u guys will play to ur best.

I somehow thought of the past again.
And even though u are just beside me, i can still think of u.
And it is enough seeing u happy.
I am contented.
I hope tat u will always be happy.
Hope he treats u well.

I guess today's post will be a short one.
Cos just now dont know wat happen, wat i typed was gone.
So actually i forgotten wat i typed previously.
So, seegainbye!

[M]arcus

~我多么想陪着你走过人山人海~

2007-04-03T13:02:00.000+08:00

Was too tired to blog yesterday night.
Went Kboxing with Yeling and gang.
It was a fun night.
Pple was like screaming instead of singing.
Haha.
So the whole Kbox was filled with our voice.
Haha.
CK like know how to sing all the songs tat Yenling and Leqi choose.
Haha.
Even dont know, also sing.
Haha.
The rest just join in at the chrous part.
Cos i think tat's the only part we know.
Haha.

Syl, Shichie and Chester went off half way.
Cos i think it was pretty late.
The rest stayed till 2am.
Haha.
We like dont want to go off.
So high liao.
And i thought i will lose my voice today.
But then my voice is back to normal le.
And still can sing somemore.
Haha.
Next time must go Kboxing again.

Next tuesday is the day for OPWO.
8.45am.
Band no. 28.
Wonder wat will they get.
Hai.
Hope Mrtan wont be too stress up this week.
Guys, WORK HARD!

I think tat's it for now.
Got to go.
Seegainbye!

I dont even know why u hate me now.
Wat did i do?
If it's becos of her, then i am utterly disappointed in u.
If u really think it this way, then all i can say is u are childish.
Real childish.

[M]arcus

~i am thinking of u subconsciously again...~